I know it's over still I cling

When you're a student,  you’re surrounded by inspirations and you have all the time in the world to take it in. Pure love, friends without benefits and excited life - all these things made college so perfect. In the real world, you get so caught up with life that you barely have time to stop and admire your surroundings and be inspired and excited by it. That sounds pretty common, I know...
Today the conversation disheartened me a little bit. Maybe a whole lot; though I've always thought that I would be strong enough to deal with those emotional issues. I'm still a Cancerian after all I guess. Clingy and foolish. 
There are times in life that you have to make decision quick, very quick. Some might find it easy. Some find it tough. And I belong to the latter one.
It’s not easy to give up something you’ve been doing for the last couple years, knowing that once we stop, there is no going back.